There it
was. The invite. A chance to step into his world again. She had kept it at the
back of her mind that they would cross paths, but, never thought of the manner
in which it would happen. Not this way, anyway.
Alexandra
took stock of her surroundings with a cursory glance at the design she was
currently working on. She had done good by herself. It had been hard, but, in
the five years of their separation; she had chased the career she'd desired and
went on to become the most sought after graphic design artists in New York.
Everything around her gave her a sense of pride and fulfilment she'd never
expected to have without him by her side. It meant that much more that she had
succeeded on her own.
"Alexandra?"
are you still there?"
Max's voice
brought her back from her little reverie. He needed an answer and she needed to
see him again, if only to see how he was holding up.
"Yes. I
can come over, just not tonight. I'm under a tight deadline and I can't
interrupt the creative process at this moment. Can you give me two days from
now?", she asked?
"It'd
mean a lot to me if you could make it tonight, please. Think about it."
With that
entreaty, Max hang up.
Alexandra
listened to the incessant beep of the dial tone for awhile longer before she
finally took the phone from her ear and looked at it in disbelief. It was so
like Max to ask for something monumental and act like it wasn't a big deal. If
he could be so nonchalant about it, so could she.
After
hanging up, she made her way to the mantle holding all the accolades she had
received in the five years. Fine things. Appreciation for jobs well done and
trophies from the Women's entrepreneurial groups on which she was a Board
member. Encompassing all the trophies was the wall on which hang a few
pictorial prints of her work. She unerringly reached for the largest print on
the wall and took it back with her to the work table.
"Beautyin Ugly". The one design that held more of a personal meaning to her than
the rest of her designs. Its title and frame held secrets only she was aware of
and never shared with anyone. Beauty in Ugly was a result of an onslaught of despondency
and despair, on a night she never thought she'd be able to get through without
him. The fateful day she broke up with Max, she had acted so cool and stoic in
his presence yet her heart was breaking into pieces. Her staidness only got her
far enough from his presence before the shattered pieces of her heart pricked
through the facade.
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